melanchlies last night O_O

how am i suppose to start this? i dunno. but suddenly i just felt this gloomy feeling O_O weird feeling that you wanna cry without a reason. i even cried watching grey's anatomy. HAHA! weird isn't it? i dunno. i dunno why. maybe its on the hormones. LOL. ._. i'm currently watching my favorite channel, tvN, where i got to watch my favorite k-stars. i'm listening to "i need a girl by taeyang". i love it because GD and Dara are present in taeyang's MV :] anyways, i think i had this feeling because i found out something. something that i was not expecting. i know it's wrong to feel like this, but somehow, i feel betrayed. someone special to me sort of lied? i dunno if that's the right term. but i felt like it was. because she didn't tell me where she was. i thought all of a sudden that i could understand her. that she didn't tell me this because she doesnt want me to get hurt. but... i was expecting her to tell me everything because i don't keep secrets with her. but i think that's life. some people may not entrust something to you. because their thinking of you sake. i think i'm gonna be okay. tomorrow will be another day full of surprises. i'll be going to school tomorrow for pre-registration. good thing i have my enbee *that's what i call to my notebook, i prefer to quote it as my bestfriend*. because i get to spill the beans outta here :D good thing i can just type here what i wanna say, coz' i don't have any outlets now. nowhere to look for any companion to tell my melancholies about. it's just that sometimes you just cant tell anyody what you really feel, not because you don't know why, not because you don't trust them but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand you. oh yes! time for my favorite kpop song "better together by se7en". i really love upbeat songs. but i appreciate sad songs now too.. coz i want this -- kind of feeling, to be out of my body HAHA :p come back the old, cheery ME ;D i'm feeling good now, i was able (in a bit) to let out my feelings :D thank you my dear enbee :* hahaha. for the readers who patiently read this. THANK YOU! lotsa love and kisses. :* have a great day ahead. ^^,V

What an unexpecting day :)

oh yes! i own my very first possession of laptop =)))) my God! i'm so happy today! thanks to my PAPA :) i am sooooooooooooooo speechless O_O

wandering thoughts. . .

 It’s really nice writing a blog especially when you want to express something, but you can’t tell anyone right at the moment because they’re not by your side. I’m wondering, do I have a problem with myself, coz’ you know what there was one people who told me that I was never satisfied. When I became friend with someone, I’ll stick to them and  … URGH! i still can't spill it :l

Debut Grand Celebration or "?"......

How would you celebrate your 18^th birthday?  A grand celebration? Or would you agree to the practical way of celebrating it and that’s in exchange of a laptop and a small celebration? :) I’ve been thinking of it for weeks. And I need your help. I’m asking you this because I’m not the rich one :) I need to choose between the two. You’ll be a big help if you leave a comment ;p

Obsessed on MYTHS :D

And because I’ve been watching a lot of mythological series, i found my newest obsession, and that is… MYTHOLOGY :) when I was watching Sailormoon, I’ve been wondering what kind of man God are the planets J like Saturn, the Roman God of Farming.. And also in the movies Percy Jackson, he was a demi-god, meaning he’s the son of Athena * Greek God of Athens* and a human. I was curious of how that myths goes. It’s not that boring to read how it all began ;p and that is because my curiosity. I wanna read the book of Mythology by Edith Hamilton, so in case you’ll be very generous to give me a gift. A book of hers will be a big THANK YOU! HAHA :D

Couch Potato :)

I am a couch potato too, as in I just love to seat and watch movies :D when I registered as a member in video city, I got addicted in renting VCDs to their store. I love renting those romantic comedy and fantasy movies. The ones that I can remember that I’ve watched was The Last Song, Prince of Persia, Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief, Clash of the Titans, Avatar and many more.. I just can’t remember them anymore because they’re too many. HAHA :D I love watching movies if only I have the money to watch all movies on the big screen, probably I would do that LOL XD but being practical, I’m only watching those that are my favorites just like my All-time Favorite, The Twilight Saga. :P I love watching them with my love ones ;)

currently on reading mode :)

I’m into reading too, my friend again, Riese, lent me his collection of W.I.T.C.H magazines.  I spent my free time reading it :) how I enjoy reading comics especially since it has romance ;p like any other girl can be, we want to have our ideal man be by our side. Even when villains get through us. HAHAHA. Am I being too pathetic? Maybe because I’m listening to a love song by Air Supply LOL XD anyways, back to what I am typing right now. I love reading books with pictures ha-ha because it’s not too boring to read right? Do you agree with me? You better agree with me or else I’ll SMASH you! Hahahaha just kiddin’ * evil grin*. 

anime anime anime :)

Hmm, ^_________^ aside from being addicted to kpop, I still have my otaku side. I’ve been watching Seira Mun (SAILOR MOON) for this whole semester :) I was able to finish all five seasons, thanks to my new friend, Riese, He was the one who lent me his DVDs of Seira Mun :) I noticed that Usagi and Me has some similarities, aside from the fact that I know personally that I’m a crybaby (coz’ I cry over something small, I just dunno why I end up crying in situations like that, maybe because that’s how I express my feelings) I’m also clumsy (HAHAHAHA! Admitted :) I get to be clumsy sometimes? I don’t think so, ha-ha... coz’ I think I was often like that) and she’s warm hearted :D not that I’m not being humble but I know that I am warm ;p because when I like a person, I always want to let him/her feel that I like being with him/her :p you’ll definitely see that when your with me ;) HAHA. So better be friends with me and get to know me well. But honestly, I wanna be like her.. Coz’ she’s very kind. She doesn’t see the darkness inside a person and she forgives someone easily. i want to imitate that kind of behavior towards others ;) and of course, how he captures the hearts of innocent men, even the villain gets to like and love her :D hahaha. What a charisma she has ;) anyways I’ve learned a lot from her. She’s the best example for being OPTIMISTIC! :D I know coz’ she’s the protagonist in the story that’s why she’s close to being perfect :D hahaha. 

i LOOOOOOOVE kpop :))

As of now, I’m into appreciating the world of Koreans :) like I was addicted to their music, the fact that I don’t know what they say, but hey! I still like it more especially with how they make their music, as I was a big fan of Arirang Tv and TvN  because they showcase k-entertainment. The one’s I LOVE the most are BIGBANG and 2ne1 from YG entertainment.  Drools over G-dragon, T.O.P and Taeyang! They are my favorite member in bigbang J and as for 2ne1 I LOVE DARA J she has a big impact on us, Filipinos, because she was a part of our showbiz industry J that’s why she’s close to our hearts. i don’t know why but whenever I get a chance to listen to kpop music they uplift my mood. HAHA. Kpop MAGIC! ;p

My first time to make a blog again :)

-          It’s been a long time since I have the time to let my thoughts be on my pc HAHAHA. J I’m always busy with school works, with my family, with my friends and with the things that has gotten my addiction J